I feel like I need something and I don't know what it is. On a complete sidenote, I'm noticing that I am still correcting my spelling errors so I really can't be that drunk. Honestly, as much as I love typing and ranting on here, I would much rather be out and talking and ranting in person. You know? Because, sometimes, I stay home, and sometimes, I just would really rather not be home. Now is one of those times. The latter part. I couldn't remember if it was latter or ladder but I think I totally made the right decision.
I think I would like to go to the UK. I've been missing it a lot lately. And honestly, life is just boring me lately. I think life is too short to let it be boring all the time. Sometimes, sure, I mean, it's just inevitable. But all the time? I think if you let life be boring all the time, it becomes your norm, and you don't want your norm to be boring. Unless you're into boring. I've never been into boring, personally. But that's just me speaking.
You know what? It doesn't matter what age you get to, I think boys are always going to be stupid. Because sometimes it's stupid to have something that's totally great and not really go with it. I blame the boys for this. I'm not talking about anyone in particular. Really. I'm not. *pause to take a sip of drink*
You know what else? This is the first time I've poured a drink for myself while being home alone. I know that sounds really bad. I know. I would think it did too. But then I got to thinkin'. If people only drink when they are with other people...isn't that kind of another way of saying that other people's company is better than your own? Why should someone else's company be worthy of drinking and not my own? I enjoy my company. I am good times. I am awesome. Haha. No really. I am. Sometimes. I can be awesome at times. Maybe not at other times. But some of those times...definitely. *pause to take another sip. Sip turns into a gulp*.
You know...I just realized I've started every paragraph with "you know". That's not cool OR original. I should work on that.
I can't remember what the thought I was going to follow "you know" with was. Hmmm. I'm sure it wasn't all that impressive, or else I would have remembered it. Hypothetically. Or maybe we just tell ourselves that so that we feel better about forgetting it?
Oh. My. God. I think I need to get out of this house. Who is with me? Is there anyone else out there that really doesn't want to spend another moment of the same redundancy, doing the same things day in day out...come on, let's shake it up a bit! Let's live a little! Do you know how old we are? We need to live while we can!
And yet...Cougar Town is actually a pretty entertaining show. It's kind of....pulling me in.
Ok...do you think that...watching tv is the equivalent of turning your brain off? Because, some people, some people of very high principles, they don't watch tv. I think because THEY think that it's the equivalent of switching off your brain. I can totally understand that for some shows. Like some reality tv...my god. I think you actually lose something like 3.2 IQ points every time you watch an episode. But it's such a guilty pleasure. Do you think that people who don't have cable/watch tv do it for the sole purpose of being able to say "I don't have cable/tv"? That's what the book "Stuff White People Like" claims. I found that book kind of depressing...it kind of takes everything that we use to try and be original and pretty much says that's what everyone does, so you aren't original. I wasn't TOO bothered by it because many of the things it listed are things I don't do/don't like. So apparently I'm not that white.
"Are you threatening me?"
"*silence*"
"I said, are you threatening..."
"I heard what you said, I haven't decided yet."
Sorry, sometimes I write out things I hear. That one was on the tv. Don't worry. No one is threatening me, and I am not thinking about threatening anyone.
I guess this has kinda gotten long? I don't really feel like stopping yet though...
Do you think that, people need to be more blunt with each other? Do you think we sugar coat things too much? That we've been so conditioned in a society to be non-offensive and politically correct because we are afraid of conflict? Maybe eh...maybe.
I should probably stop drinking. It's probably not a good idea right now. But I kinda want to drink that feeling away.
Have an excellent night.
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