Friday, April 10, 2009

Again...with the drunkenness

My poor neglected drunken blog type thing.

Shane just got back so I won't have a lot of time to write.

I'm at Nikki's and it's me birthday on Monday. I kinda wish it wasn't but kinda don't really care. I mean it's not another year older...each day I'm a year older if you really think about it.

Nikki is really quiet for some reaosn. I don't know why. It makes me sad though. We are playing mariocart and I was drinking some lovely drinks. She also got me the cheesecake of cheesecakes and it was very cheesecake like. I wish that I had a better description than cheesecakey. How about AWESOME?!?! Better...needs improvement.

Shane was going to get me a card that was crossed out and put Lorraine in. Ya heard.

So here is my wisdom. You just never know. You NEVER know. And honestly...what people think...it doesn't really matter. Because YOU are people. That's not to say that what you think does'nt matter. But only what YOU think matters.  You're just as important as people. I guess what I mean to say is that...people don't matter more than you. So why should you care about their opinion more than your own? Why should they matter???  They SHOULDN'T. People are stupid. If there is one thing I have learned ,it is that. SO. Screw their opinion and make your own. Your own is MUCH more important. Within reason. Just. Be confident. Ok?? Because you are somebody too. Everybody is somebody. You included. 

That is my advice for now. Also live every day like it's your last. No just kidding, that's total BS. Just do your best always. Because. One day you'll wake up and you'll be like, 50 and be like where the living FUCK did life go and why didn't I do better and do more. I refuse to be one of those people.

Really.

I'll start living life...soon. 

Happy birthday to me. On Monday. Yeah.

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